Memories

I've been kept thinking about him a lot this lately. Those days which were sweets, sour, bitter and spicies's life we've been together, but we didn't hold on to make it through due to a lot misunderstood of circumstances. Maybe our faith on each other were not strong enough, maybe we just aren't meant to be, maybe after breaking up which is best for both of us. There are many possibilities of maybe, who knows right? Finding true friends was hard, finding a right true love of your life was even hard. Which he is could be your partner of life, holding you up when you fall, supporting and believing you in achieving the goals of life. Building trust between each other was the most important thing in life. Which faith has the power and abilities to leads two person to hold  and stay on through many level of life no matter how challenging or difficult it is. I've been seeing many of couple, even thought they don't love each other anymore but they're pretending nothing happened and kept holding on to save the married just for the sake of the perfect family life for the children. The part of fragility in married makes me lost the faith on believing it. Married was just a part of life, it was not an compulsory rules that every human being has to been through the process. Without it doesn't make your life equal to imperfection. For me, life are about keep learning, sharing and contribute what is best for the society. Building a better future for the generation and  gives out your love who are really needed. I'd really hope i can make it real in life and do the best i could. 
History will always be history, whats left for me now was just the memories of us. I've to learn to forgive and let go. And hoping that time will heals my broken heart. 

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift.

Its late now, will be stop right here. 
goodnight everyone.