Just wanna do a short update for my blog, i've been observed that im updating my blog once per month. lol.. I suggest my reader( do i have one?? opps :S ) visit here at the end of each month would be a good idea. Yeah... my blog are so deadening, humourless, unattractive, and what so ever you would call it.
My birthday was just a week++ ago, i'm officially 20yrs. Gosh, time sure knows how to flies. Stepping in the tens place value of 2, make me anxious of the coming 3 then 4 then 5 then 6.......... . .. ..
Not sure whether i'll be that lucky to survive that long. "choi" lol I'm not worrying of getting older each coming year, maybe a bit will still do. What makes me anxious lot was about my life. I'm don't wanna be like someone live their life in the ages between 20 - 30, spending all the time playing pc game, watch tv, do nothing much in a day. Until reaching 30 or 40 or 50 only realize what need to be done, what to achieve. Isn't that too late for doing so?? But seriously, nothing are too late neither too early for doing something before the end of your life. Unless you're going to suicide right away, that would be so stupid, unintelligent, dumb ass, silly, retard brainless people.
I do believed people do changes in certain period of time. When you grown older, getting mature, ways of looking things are different. You might see it likable instead hating where you used to do or said during the young ages or last time. I've became heartless, uneasily to pity someone even though their situation are bad or unlucky. Sometimes it has to be depend. Maybe they just deserved what they get. Sometimes no matter how hard u work for it, you just don't get what you should deserve. That's the fact, truths, reality of life, anything are possible to happen and its beyond our control. Human are hardly trustable, even their your closer family member, best friends, and people around you. This is a undeniable truths, that's why lies do help. The truth of the existence of lying. Not discouraging to have faith on human, sometimes a little protection is necessary for your own goods to prevent unnecessary problems.
No matter how life in the past, who they are, what they've done. I'll still love them, accepting them as it is part in my life. Take it in the positive way, doesn't mean all the miserable things happened are all bad. That's the way we learn from it, we grew from it.
To be continue next time, too much to write... O,O!!!
Mom been hospitalize since Friday, for the first time not been in home for so long. Gonna visit her later this morning then head for class. Gosh.... since 8th of March, i've not been staying at home whole day for once Now almost the whole week working, taking care, cooking, cleaning the home, going to hospital, do my worksheets. And the guy in home do nothing except work. WOMEN are NOT MAID for the MAN!!
that's the reason why i hate about guys and married. freaking scary.
Goodnight
