It was so frustrating knowing that people give up life so easily, I myself, was one of them in the past as i've been attempted suicide thrice. It was not that life was not treating me well, as i came from a lower-class background family. I never blame for the caused, as long as i have a home to stay, food supplier, living healthy and safe although in the previous home environment was bad due to the over developing the areas as the year goes by. And people changed during the year or new comer from other places shifted in when some others moved out, as their desire unfulfilled which turning their jealousy into madness. Venting their anger over the others person by scratching their new bought vehicle, polluting the environment where it used to be beautiful for the first time we moved in but sadly things fade away as we hardly hear crickets and grasshoppers making noise at night, the refreshing night and less heat during the days. The neighbors not being incorporate of taking care the environment their lived, over extending their house illegally somehow offended people when they restrict people crossing over their unowned tittle of the land. It was very true about the nature of the mankind in the mandarin term of " 人不为己, 天诛地灭 ". And some people, most of them i can said are frighten getting involve themselves in the trouble when they held their hand for the people calling for help in the public. While doubting the help can be fake by the offenders during the economic recession occur globally which increase the rate of crime. I guess it was not completely wrong for people not giving a help as they trying to prevent and protecting themselves dragging into the troubles. But think of yourselves in the danger situation and yelling for help, watching people bypass you without giving a help. How would you feel? For me just do what is right, and if you find it suspicious, juz walk away or calling the right person to help them. When years by years goes by, the population increase every single year, many people fighting for the same bowl of rice u are aiming at, what makes you special is to achieve the best of the best amongst rest of them. And the unlucky ones graduated with highly qualified education without getting any offer of their desire job. End up affecting their psychology unbalanced, turning the evil idea on to get what they have yet to achieve to fulfill their wants. Cheating people with all kinds of technique to earn them a thousands of money in a short period of time, but somehow its hard to put a blame on people as you're not being alert and cheated with a less knowledge about the true color of a real world. There's so many kind of cheating others than money such as cheating in love, betraying friendship. And this makes life miserable and confused who to be trust and who are not to be. Some cheating occurred were 你情我愿. A better solution to overcome the problem is to read more about the news either get some suggestion from someone that are experience when u doubt about it. Never be afraid of asking your families while you knew you will end up getting negative feedback but it does help you to think better. Lastly be smart and alert when u're out all alone by yourself.
The force driven me to the mind of commit suicide was the people around me looking down and giving a look that you will always be a failure. Take it positive as a momentum to work harder to shows them what they said bad about you was totally opposite, and be grateful and forgives. If life hit you badly with all kind of sickness or accidents, overcome it and be strong. Nothing comes easily without paying a price. 所谓大难不死必有后福
Last but not least, fully utilized you time. Spend more time on reading to gain more knowledge, do some good to the earth, if you have no idea how to do. Begin with recycling, bring paper bag out along with you if you plan to buy some stuff like groceries. Don't throw the plastics bag away if you find it useless, you should fold it and sell it to the "old newspaper lorry collector". I been told that they collect almost everything. And please have a good use over your clothes, nowadays people only wore once or twice of their new bought clothes and then donate to the orphan house or resell. I know its a fashion century, but some kept buying clothes unnecessary include myself once in a while. =( And use water and electric wise, avoid switching air-cond la. The younger generation are too pamper with air-cond, do you know switching on air-cond are one of the factor causing the earth temperature increase? Thats why the temperature get hotter and hotter, and you switch on air-cond due to the heat, and the temperature rised higher and hotter. And i will be going like on and on over the same thing. And one fine day, the air-cond no longer protect you from not feeling hot. And in the future, your grandson or your grand-grandson or grand-grand-grandson die of suffocate the unbearable heat either cancer from the penetration of UV rays. And the earth go ka-za boom, i guess that is when the star-war begin. LOL use fan are not bad what.
Enjoy the song above, goodnight
