Sigh.....

I guess the last posting was not the last post of the year 2008.. Sorry..
Anyway, whos give a FUCK damn rite?!?
First of all I would like to wish everyone a happy merry xmas, i guess some of you may spend their christmas with their love one, some may spend with their family or friends. Instead of i, spend the whole day all up by myself, cleaning the new house. Standing another side of the wall just for the sake of cleaning the god damn window. At that moment, i hope i will fall down from the second floor to the road. So people will give a damn attention on me. Spending the christmas all by myself (suddenly my mind came up with a lyric of "all by myself, i don't wanna be) i guess this is what i want for christmas. A very "LONELY CHRISTMAS"
Back to single since 3 months ago, i've been with him for like a year and a half..
started with him since april of 2007 and then during the sept, he flew to further his studies...
never really have a chance to spend the christmas eve with him..
always hoping there were another chance to have a memorable christmas with the one you love so deeply
Maybe this is the reason why long distance relationship are hard to last long
Have been in love with him since the year of 2003, maybe this is the "love of first sight"
But things never work out as what we always wanted to...
i've been waited for him so long, always hoping that oneday he will show up in the front of my face and say that "i love you"... sigh... wake up, WAKE UP!! stop making some pathetic daydreaming..
Please someone tell me, am stupid enough to wait for him...
Right now i guess the most important, is to study hard to score a distinction result in the introdutory level & immediate level just for the sake of 100% discount for the advanced level or atleast a 50% discount. =p
anyway, i got to go.
the connection are still unavailable at my current house
so have to spend some money on the cc, i guess i will become broke on the end of this month =(
nitezzz.... . .. . ..

Last post for this month and the year of 2008

The reallocation was a disaster...
Daammmnnnnnn...... IT... .. . ...
my pc was in the state of functionless...
right now.. i at the cyber cafe..
sigh.... got super alotzz of things to post about.
mind blanked.. .. .. ..
Guess the next posting will be at next year...
see ya then... bye... .. ...

Happy Merry Christmas
&
Happy New Year

UCSI

Hmm... what to blog about today... (*thinking~)
Em... my exam took place at the Sedaya hall which is the UCSI University locate at Cheras.
Thought i was going to chose the exam hall at the Tar college located at setapak. Coz most of the friends of mine has confirmed to take their exam there..T,T
But somehow, i totally don't recognize the direction to that place.
Actually i can follow my friends to get there.
But i'm concerning that the time left are not enough for me to revise when i've reached there.
Because there are a huge distance between my home and TarC, it may took me quite some times to get there...
Sigh.. sadly that exam can't allow to be occur in my own college due to the reason of too small, no exam hall, bla bla bla.... .. ..
The UCSI was a huge uni man...
Don't judged on the Uni's visual aspect, when you really did walked in there. You can witness the difference...
The examination hall was at the block C, the most inner buildings of the Uni..
And the hall was at the top floor somemore... lol
You have to imaging how far i have to walked for twice a day... T,T
Here are the photos taken at the last day.. Too bad, didnt get a chance to snap the examination hall. coz there are exam still taking place, i think it's the Acca exam...
And i forgotten to snap the interior part of the building either coz i was rushing to the gate due to my friends was waiting me to CC for gaming session.. hahaha...
so much of reason... . . =p


But at the end, didnt joined the boys for the gaming session.. Coz they started 1st when i was having phone called with my friend at outside. =( Not because of that, i dont want to joined them.. im not that kecil hati punya person... lol
Coz i'm worst in playing dota and somemore have to sit separately from them... sigh...
so i sat at the road side and waited for mom to fetch me home..


After my mom came, we went to the new house there to check out awhile instead of going home..
took some photos there...




Thats all for tonight...

At the exam hall,
I never thought
you are the one
who gonna sat beside me..
Im glab it's you
Im hoping to see you again
at someday and somewhere
where the time it's belong to us
=)

Finally.. . .. .

HI!! im back again..
has been missing in action more than a month.. lol
miss me??? guess not.... . .. =(
finally... my exam has end...
today was the last day for all the CAT and ACCA candidates sat for their exam
But my exam ended 5 day earlier, which is friday...
anyway... i would like to wishes all the best for all the CAT candidates included myself =)
hope the marker are kind enough to spares us when marking the our paper... =S
SIGH... after the exam, i became more busier than usual...
be.. cau.. se. . . im going to reallocate... REALLOCATE!!
need to pack up alotz alotz of god damn stuff..
ARgH.. Lord, help me, Lord.. . ..T,T
Doesnt felt like moving out at all. . .
i want to commit suicide so i would stay at this house forever... hahaha.. . ..
Nah.. . .. . im just joking. Gonna miss this house alotsss after we've move out.. T,T
Ohh noooooooooooooooo.... it's going to be 9pm edi..
time for PM moment..
PM stand for Pasar Malam.. lol

Got so much things wanna to blog about this lately.. hehe =p
gonna update my blog more often..
IF ONLY i got times.. lol
i'll try.. will try and see.. . .. .. . XD
See ya..