Anyway, whos give a
First of all I would like to wish everyone a happy merry xmas, i guess some of you may spend their christmas with their love one, some may spend with their family or friends. Instead of i, spend the whole day all up by myself, cleaning the new house. Standing another side of the wall just for the sake of cleaning the god damn window. At that moment, i hope i will fall down from the second floor to the road. So people will give a damn attention on me. Spending the christmas all by myself (suddenly my mind came up with a lyric of "all by myself, i don't wanna be) i guess this is what i want for christmas. A very "LONELY CHRISTMAS"
Back to single since 3 months ago, i've been with him for like a year and a half..
started with him since april of 2007 and then during the sept, he flew to further his studies...
never really have a chance to spend the christmas eve with him..
always hoping there were another chance to have a memorable christmas with the one you love so deeply
Maybe this is the reason why long distance relationship are hard to last long
Have been in love with him since the year of 2003, maybe this is the "love of first sight"
But things never work out as what we always wanted to...
i've been waited for him so long, always hoping that oneday he will show up in the front of my face and say that "i love you"... sigh... wake up, WAKE UP!! stop making some pathetic daydreaming..
Please someone tell me, am stupid enough to wait for him...
Right now i guess the most important, is to study hard to score a distinction result in the introdutory level & immediate level just for the sake of 100% discount for the advanced level or atleast a 50% discount. =p
anyway, i got to go.
the connection are still unavailable at my current house
so have to spend some money on the cc, i guess i will become broke on the end of this month =(
nitezzz.... . .. . ..
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