Sigh.....

I guess the last posting was not the last post of the year 2008.. Sorry..
Anyway, whos give a FUCK damn rite?!?
First of all I would like to wish everyone a happy merry xmas, i guess some of you may spend their christmas with their love one, some may spend with their family or friends. Instead of i, spend the whole day all up by myself, cleaning the new house. Standing another side of the wall just for the sake of cleaning the god damn window. At that moment, i hope i will fall down from the second floor to the road. So people will give a damn attention on me. Spending the christmas all by myself (suddenly my mind came up with a lyric of "all by myself, i don't wanna be) i guess this is what i want for christmas. A very "LONELY CHRISTMAS"
Back to single since 3 months ago, i've been with him for like a year and a half..
started with him since april of 2007 and then during the sept, he flew to further his studies...
never really have a chance to spend the christmas eve with him..
always hoping there were another chance to have a memorable christmas with the one you love so deeply
Maybe this is the reason why long distance relationship are hard to last long
Have been in love with him since the year of 2003, maybe this is the "love of first sight"
But things never work out as what we always wanted to...
i've been waited for him so long, always hoping that oneday he will show up in the front of my face and say that "i love you"... sigh... wake up, WAKE UP!! stop making some pathetic daydreaming..
Please someone tell me, am stupid enough to wait for him...
Right now i guess the most important, is to study hard to score a distinction result in the introdutory level & immediate level just for the sake of 100% discount for the advanced level or atleast a 50% discount. =p
anyway, i got to go.
the connection are still unavailable at my current house
so have to spend some money on the cc, i guess i will become broke on the end of this month =(
nitezzz.... . .. . ..

Last post for this month and the year of 2008

The reallocation was a disaster...
Daammmnnnnnn...... IT... .. . ...
my pc was in the state of functionless...
right now.. i at the cyber cafe..
sigh.... got super alotzz of things to post about.
mind blanked.. .. .. ..
Guess the next posting will be at next year...
see ya then... bye... .. ...

Happy Merry Christmas
&
Happy New Year

UCSI

Hmm... what to blog about today... (*thinking~)
Em... my exam took place at the Sedaya hall which is the UCSI University locate at Cheras.
Thought i was going to chose the exam hall at the Tar college located at setapak. Coz most of the friends of mine has confirmed to take their exam there..T,T
But somehow, i totally don't recognize the direction to that place.
Actually i can follow my friends to get there.
But i'm concerning that the time left are not enough for me to revise when i've reached there.
Because there are a huge distance between my home and TarC, it may took me quite some times to get there...
Sigh.. sadly that exam can't allow to be occur in my own college due to the reason of too small, no exam hall, bla bla bla.... .. ..
The UCSI was a huge uni man...
Don't judged on the Uni's visual aspect, when you really did walked in there. You can witness the difference...
The examination hall was at the block C, the most inner buildings of the Uni..
And the hall was at the top floor somemore... lol
You have to imaging how far i have to walked for twice a day... T,T
Here are the photos taken at the last day.. Too bad, didnt get a chance to snap the examination hall. coz there are exam still taking place, i think it's the Acca exam...
And i forgotten to snap the interior part of the building either coz i was rushing to the gate due to my friends was waiting me to CC for gaming session.. hahaha...
so much of reason... . . =p


But at the end, didnt joined the boys for the gaming session.. Coz they started 1st when i was having phone called with my friend at outside. =( Not because of that, i dont want to joined them.. im not that kecil hati punya person... lol
Coz i'm worst in playing dota and somemore have to sit separately from them... sigh...
so i sat at the road side and waited for mom to fetch me home..


After my mom came, we went to the new house there to check out awhile instead of going home..
took some photos there...




Thats all for tonight...

At the exam hall,
I never thought
you are the one
who gonna sat beside me..
Im glab it's you
Im hoping to see you again
at someday and somewhere
where the time it's belong to us
=)

Finally.. . .. .

HI!! im back again..
has been missing in action more than a month.. lol
miss me??? guess not.... . .. =(
finally... my exam has end...
today was the last day for all the CAT and ACCA candidates sat for their exam
But my exam ended 5 day earlier, which is friday...
anyway... i would like to wishes all the best for all the CAT candidates included myself =)
hope the marker are kind enough to spares us when marking the our paper... =S
SIGH... after the exam, i became more busier than usual...
be.. cau.. se. . . im going to reallocate... REALLOCATE!!
need to pack up alotz alotz of god damn stuff..
ARgH.. Lord, help me, Lord.. . ..T,T
Doesnt felt like moving out at all. . .
i want to commit suicide so i would stay at this house forever... hahaha.. . ..
Nah.. . .. . im just joking. Gonna miss this house alotsss after we've move out.. T,T
Ohh noooooooooooooooo.... it's going to be 9pm edi..
time for PM moment..
PM stand for Pasar Malam.. lol

Got so much things wanna to blog about this lately.. hehe =p
gonna update my blog more often..
IF ONLY i got times.. lol
i'll try.. will try and see.. . .. .. . XD
See ya..

Happy Birthday!! May Yi

I would like to make a simple birthday shout out to my gay partner friend.
i've been my life with you through:

sad

happy

retarded

weirdo
Happy SweETssS 18, May YI
A msg for u:
You know you are getting old when the candles cost more than the cake..XD
May you live all the days of your life and grow old along with me!!
haha =p

sorry for the late posting about your birthday..
But better than non rite??
Hmm... nothing much happened this lately..
living as usual,
eating as usual,
sleeping as usual,
but.. but... . . one thing..
my mom sud mentioned "lets moved out end of this month"..
i was like what the F*** man
i was so pissed off tht time, got into argue with mom..
because i got EXAM at the early of DEC!!
i where got time to pack up all the stuff, and repack all the things at the new house, cleaning and alots alots of stuff to be done..
if i doesn't need to do all those packing and cleaning..
But still in tht time, i bet i ain't got mood to study and hard to suit myself at the new environment in the short period of time
at before my family planned to move out at Dec..
sud changed their mind, wanted to move out earlier..
and they never did asked our agreement..
it's like all they cared are all about themselves..
sigh.. sad case..
i was so mad.. like wanna murder someone in the house
luckily.. im still mentally retarded normal.. X/

when i was a kid,
i dreams of having mustaches growing around my mouth..
this is how i want my mustaches to grow like
do i look handsome or man??

stop staring at the previous photos..
or else u will be gun pointed on your head..XP

the usual me...

Oh SHIT..
gonna be 6am edi.. better off now~
That's all..
Good Night~*

Happy Deepavali =)

First of all,
i would like to wishes all the indians out there around the world,
a Very Happy Deepavali.. =)

Yesterday i was being invited to my friends house party, a BBQ party..
the party was organized by her sis, so she just invited few of her secondary classmate..
which is me, May Yi, Kuan Hang, and Wen Yao...
yea... i havent introduced who's the she or my friends i mentioned above..
She's Mei peng. She is my primary and secondary classmate..
But i only get to knew her during the secondary school life..
long story.. haha..
Lets continue with the BBQ party.. XD
But only MY and KH came to the party, only left with WY which he is coming at 12AM due to got things to do.. =,="
didnt get to met him yesterday coz i left earlier.. Hopes there will be another outing again..
But i left earlier at 11.30 with MY when her sis reached to fetch her back.
Because nobody gonna fetch me after the party ends due to my parents want to sleep earlier.. sigh.. sad case, was planing to go home at 2am..
Anyway, thanks for the ride, MY. (if you are reading this now) haha..
Overall, the party was nice.. ate alot of fish ball, pork ball, chicken ball and etc etc.. haha
but it would be more nicer if only there were more of the people we knew were invite..

tht's all for today..
off to study..

Walk alone in the rain

Today after class, the sky have been changed from a day light life fall into night city life..
As everyday after class, im sure i will take a bus to get home..
and walk a few miles after reaching another bus stop...
As u know, the raining cats and dogs approaches us during the evening time..

the rain are getting heavier

the dark clown came and covered all over the blue sky..
the sky fall into darkness and changes the city became dull and old..
the beautiful sunset we shall not enjoy;
and theres no colourful rainbow arise..
theres only rains everywhere you walked..
and the sound of every water dripping on the land..
you can even feel the water splashing when the cars passed by..
the rain fall and the water land on your skin and your belongings..
you can feel the wet all over the body..
the pollution of transportation are decreasing;
as everyone staying at home to avoid getting wet..
enjoying the tv shows or the comfortable bed we belong..
and have a very comfortable sleeping during the raining days...

Whenever i reached the another bus stop..
there will always be a fews stranger there to walked with me with different heading direction..
but somehow i walked all the way home alone this time..
This is my very first time so far happened to me..

I looked up to the sky when i was walking..
enjoying every drop of rain on my face
and i can even breath the flesh air around me

I walked like my leg was in a bad injured..
Because it's very slippery, so i have to be very careful to prevent failing down..XD
somehow I really did felt lonely walking all the way home..
was hoping there will be someone walking with me,
so i would not be feeling lonely all by myself..

nite everyone..
hopes everyone have a very comfy sleeping nite today..=)

Back baCk BACK

Hey... im back...
it's been more than a month leaving my blog growing in dust again..
sorry for the lack of updating..
somehow.. i felt like no use for i to update my blog about my personal life or anything else..
because i think "nobody" gives a damn or any respond to my blog..
wat for to update rite...
anyway... i've just finished my exam in the mid of sept..
you may think i would be free right now..
but the answer would be "NO"..
coz another exam are coming soon on the early of dec..
And i ain't got time to lose.. even now still got more than a month to prepared for the coming exam..

exam was like a thunder storm
if u do not get urself to prepared, then means
you ARE preparing to DIE..
=,="

Anyway.. i found something to share with you guys
Maybe some of u may have see it before..
you would be TOTALLY be sweating: "zha dou" after reading it
WARNING: for those who are going to sit for PMR and SPM or any others exam soon. Please do not get yourself influenced easily by this msg.. hahaha

isn't this message is discouraging
you not to study??
some crap...

Having a very hard life this lately..
few days ago, i walked out from home nearly in the middle of night with no direction at all..
i just kept walking and walking, just to be far away from human, noises, everything..
until i walked to some houses area, there were a playground..
then i sat on the swings and kept swinging..
i just felt so deep down tht time, and kept tearing..
and the neighbourhood there saw me as they were seeing a ghost..
No suprised with that, coz if is were you, seeing a girl swinging in the middle of night.
I bet u will be freak out too..
but in my opinion, i think human being is the most scariest rather than the spirits..
and somehow, i really got myself staying at the playground for an hr++

living in a miserable life

i don't felt like breathing, everytime i breath.
i felt my heart are dying, everything means nothing.
i felt like giving up a part of me, everytime i tried so hard.
i cant taste, hear, smell, see and sense of everything i touched.
i felt so hopeless for everything i've done before.
all i want is to be disappear, so i don't have to face the truth in life.
all i want is to be far away from everything, so i will not be harm.
may i be put in the coffin and rest in peace.
may i be remembered in your heart even i'm gone.
so long to the people i have met and knew in my life..

-J.P-
nitez

Lately News

Nothing much to do around...
it's 3.50 in the middle of night right now, gonna blog things happened this lately..(2)
i got myself in to some trouble which caused by environmentally..
But im ain't gonna talk about it now. Because its gonna be creepy, i doesn't want to freak myself out as where im at the living room alone now.. XI
i wanna blog about something but i cant talk about it now. Overall it means I ain't gonna blog things happened this lately as what i did mentioned (row 2)..
What a CRAAaPP right!?!
but hey.. my crap last for 8 row.. AMAZING uh!? HAHA!
Yea.. im admit myself are a "mo dam fait lui"(cantonese) or braveless coward or wat so ever..Xp
Ok.. stop making non-sense here..
here are some photos taken few days ago

i put a pillow for him to make him sleep comfortable

he must be thanking me for tht pillow
"hou xhu fui ar.. ng koi sai"(cantonse)
i must be perasan
HAHA!

U SEE! over comfy edi till sleep like tht "yong sui"

say hello to him..
u can call him as "meow zai"
or
"fait zhu"( fat pig)
what we named him this lately
coz he is gaining weight like mad!! =,=

back to the past where he was still little
cute uh??

the black 1 used to be his sibling(sister)
somehow accident crashed on her, i guess
dun really rmb coz its been long long time ago

Actually we has been adopting cat for like 6 years..
started from cat which taken from the streets by my sister.. then till now left him only
And we doenst know where the others been. Most of them died, through car crashed on them, hit deadly by pathetic human being, flood away and etc etc..
This is the 3rd or 4th generation from the start through many many pregnancy.. haha.. @_@
OK.. gonna blog about the cat stories on another time. The story line are damn super duper extremely long and if i do continue about it. Until the morning i guess i will be still typing and as in mentally shut down and physically still working... haha..

YAWN~~
thats all~
sweet dreams everyone... . . .. .

Happy belated to Malaysia's 51th independence day

Happy Belated 51th Birthday to my Mainland Malaysia..

The country i still love although most of the people doesnt like it at all but it's the land i born, grown and stay at

On the 30th of august, 2008 was a day before the Malaysia independence day...
During that day i got college started at afternoon until night. It was our last classes for T1, somehow not much student came to attend the class. Only few of the student around like 7 person in a very super large classroom.. LOL!!

But at the end, a china student knew we were gonna have mock test soon the lecturer arrive. Tht china student doesnt want to take the mock test so he plan to skip the class before the lecturer arrived.. =,=" But a friend of mine told him to greet lecturer before he go.. After the lecturer reached, we were having the mock test then the china student tried to escape when ms SW(lecturer) was having phone call at the corridor.. haha..

In the meantime, our class ended much more earlier than i expected, at around 5.15pm. Soon we finish the mock test then marked and finish the last chapter of the subject.. BANG!! Heres how we ended the last class for T1.. since Ms SW are leaving to China for 1 week and having a family dinner at night. And soon sure very jam when we wanna go home coz around the time square there got road blocked. But actually it's not jam at all when i was on the way home..

After my class ended.. i doesnt want to go home tht earlier.. I planned to go to count down at the sungei wang there or maybe not but since nobody accompany me so my plan failed. Coz everyone told me they are old enough for count down.. =,=" so no choices have to go home.. But later then my fren, Su Ting, brought me to china town to eat asam laksa and curry mee.. after tht, we both separate and headed our way home..

Since i went home so earlier.. then i online and spend a lonely happy independence day by myself.. And guess what... my pri skool mate oso known as neighbour long time ago, gold dragon as his nickname, msn me and asked me whether i wanna joined him to ruums celebrate along with his workmate.. At 1st i rejected him coz i was quite tired since i wake up damn earlier at the morning to library for revised.. since he said still owned 2 person then i juz agreed. I was quite excited coz never been to clubbing before.. Another pri skool fren cant make it due to some problem..

During that night, i get to knew some new fren, Natalie known as A Man and some others unknown name.. It's was quite fun tht night, saw alot types of people there, sexy & hot people, drunk people, dancing people and etc etc.. haha.. But it will be alot more fun when you were with your frens. We headed home around 3 after the everything ended. My fren got drunked by his workmate, he drive very super slow when he fetch me home.. sigh~~ It was quite a experience there..
the view b4 enter the ruums building (shown above)


The DANCE FLOOR

Took at the second floor

Signing off~
nitez peeps =)

College

I had started my college since May but i never did snap any photo during classes or when im at the college.. Because it was nothing really special about college except my lecturers and my friends coz they are GREAT.

I was too bored after i finished my short revision when the others was doing the remaining objectives question but not me.. hehe.. XD
It's not because im lazy or cant do. It's because i have finish it at home..
gonna make it short here..
here are some photos taken today =)

My class mate
Zhen Zhen(left) and Su Ting

skittles again

concentrating doing the objectives question

May Yi and I

Tht's all for the day..
nite everyone Zzz~

1 of the 275 lucky winners

Guess what...
I have won a contest, organised by kfc which is the "Snack, Play, Fly" contest..

WOH WOHHHHHH!!
^^v

tht's all
nitez~

It's been a while

It's been awhile didn't blog. This had resulted my blog growing in dust.. haha
It's the fact rite?? No new post are publish then means no people are paying visit to your blog. After tht, a giant dust storm approached my blog and cover all over of it..
Then my blog filled with all the ugly and disgusting dust mite. And now i have clean it up all the mess.. im gonna wipe all your(dust mite) dirty ass out of my blog.. haha..

okok.. enough of my stupid crap...
my blog was under renovation.. now it's over..
i just made a little changes and some new add up..
hope some of you do like it.. =I
Somehow.. i think i had addicted to something..
Hmm... something in yellow, orange and green colour..
Try to guess what it is??
what could it be?? are you guessing something like this??

mixed pea, carrot, bean??

an alien?? LOL

no idea wat is this.. but hey.. it's in yellow, orange and green colour rite?

kayak?? in this kind of colour..
do looked weird rite..

yellow stuffer??

daffodils??

And guess wat.. All the hint shown above are aint the right answer..
Let me show u the right answer. A very "Zha dou" 's answer..
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is the skittles

TADA!! got "zha dou" or not? haha
this is wat i addicted to
the so call something in yellow, orange and green colour.

I know what're you doin. sweating now izzit? =,="
I know it's doesnt make any senses..
just making some crap here..
i just separated the colour and combined the yellow, orange and green colour only to make it looks like other things.. haha
tht's all.. signing off~
nite..