it's been more than a month leaving my blog growing in dust again..
sorry for the lack of updating..
somehow.. i felt like no use for i to update my blog about my personal life or anything else..
because i think "nobody" gives a damn or any respond to my blog..
wat for to update rite...
anyway... i've just finished my exam in the mid of sept..
you may think i would be free right now..
but the answer would be "NO"..
coz another exam are coming soon on the early of dec..
And i ain't got time to lose.. even now still got more than a month to prepared for the coming exam..
exam was like a thunder stormif u do not get urself to prepared, then means
you ARE preparing to DIE..
=,="
Anyway.. i found something to share with you guys
Maybe some of u may have see it before..
you would be TOTALLY be sweating: "zha dou" after reading it
WARNING: for those who are going to sit for PMR and SPM or any others exam soon. Please do not get yourself influenced easily by this msg.. hahaha
isn't this message is discouraging
you not to study??
some crap...
Having a very hard life this lately..
few days ago, i walked out from home nearly in the middle of night with no direction at all..
i just kept walking and walking, just to be far away from human, noises, everything..
until i walked to some houses area, there were a playground..
then i sat on the swings and kept swinging..
i just felt so deep down tht time, and kept tearing..
and the neighbourhood there saw me as they were seeing a ghost..
No suprised with that, coz if is were you, seeing a girl swinging in the middle of night.
I bet u will be freak out too..
but in my opinion, i think human being is the most scariest rather than the spirits..
and somehow, i really got myself staying at the playground for an hr++
living in a miserable life
i don't felt like breathing, everytime i breath.
i felt my heart are dying, everything means nothing.
i felt like giving up a part of me, everytime i tried so hard.
i cant taste, hear, smell, see and sense of everything i touched.
i felt so hopeless for everything i've done before.
all i want is to be disappear, so i don't have to face the truth in life.
all i want is to be far away from everything, so i will not be harm.
may i be put in the coffin and rest in peace.
may i be remembered in your heart even i'm gone.
so long to the people i have met and knew in my life..
Maybe some of u may have see it before..
you would be TOTALLY be sweating: "zha dou" after reading it
WARNING: for those who are going to sit for PMR and SPM or any others exam soon. Please do not get yourself influenced easily by this msg.. hahaha
isn't this message is discouragingyou not to study??
some crap...
Having a very hard life this lately..
few days ago, i walked out from home nearly in the middle of night with no direction at all..
i just kept walking and walking, just to be far away from human, noises, everything..
until i walked to some houses area, there were a playground..
then i sat on the swings and kept swinging..
i just felt so deep down tht time, and kept tearing..
and the neighbourhood there saw me as they were seeing a ghost..
No suprised with that, coz if is were you, seeing a girl swinging in the middle of night.
I bet u will be freak out too..
but in my opinion, i think human being is the most scariest rather than the spirits..
and somehow, i really got myself staying at the playground for an hr++
living in a miserable lifei don't felt like breathing, everytime i breath.
i felt my heart are dying, everything means nothing.
i felt like giving up a part of me, everytime i tried so hard.
i cant taste, hear, smell, see and sense of everything i touched.
i felt so hopeless for everything i've done before.
all i want is to be disappear, so i don't have to face the truth in life.
all i want is to be far away from everything, so i will not be harm.
may i be put in the coffin and rest in peace.
may i be remembered in your heart even i'm gone.
so long to the people i have met and knew in my life..
-J.P-
nitez
nitez
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