Sigh.....

I guess the last posting was not the last post of the year 2008.. Sorry..
Anyway, whos give a FUCK damn rite?!?
First of all I would like to wish everyone a happy merry xmas, i guess some of you may spend their christmas with their love one, some may spend with their family or friends. Instead of i, spend the whole day all up by myself, cleaning the new house. Standing another side of the wall just for the sake of cleaning the god damn window. At that moment, i hope i will fall down from the second floor to the road. So people will give a damn attention on me. Spending the christmas all by myself (suddenly my mind came up with a lyric of "all by myself, i don't wanna be) i guess this is what i want for christmas. A very "LONELY CHRISTMAS"
Back to single since 3 months ago, i've been with him for like a year and a half..
started with him since april of 2007 and then during the sept, he flew to further his studies...
never really have a chance to spend the christmas eve with him..
always hoping there were another chance to have a memorable christmas with the one you love so deeply
Maybe this is the reason why long distance relationship are hard to last long
Have been in love with him since the year of 2003, maybe this is the "love of first sight"
But things never work out as what we always wanted to...
i've been waited for him so long, always hoping that oneday he will show up in the front of my face and say that "i love you"... sigh... wake up, WAKE UP!! stop making some pathetic daydreaming..
Please someone tell me, am stupid enough to wait for him...
Right now i guess the most important, is to study hard to score a distinction result in the introdutory level & immediate level just for the sake of 100% discount for the advanced level or atleast a 50% discount. =p
anyway, i got to go.
the connection are still unavailable at my current house
so have to spend some money on the cc, i guess i will become broke on the end of this month =(
nitezzz.... . .. . ..

Last post for this month and the year of 2008

The reallocation was a disaster...
Daammmnnnnnn...... IT... .. . ...
my pc was in the state of functionless...
right now.. i at the cyber cafe..
sigh.... got super alotzz of things to post about.
mind blanked.. .. .. ..
Guess the next posting will be at next year...
see ya then... bye... .. ...

Happy Merry Christmas
&
Happy New Year

UCSI

Hmm... what to blog about today... (*thinking~)
Em... my exam took place at the Sedaya hall which is the UCSI University locate at Cheras.
Thought i was going to chose the exam hall at the Tar college located at setapak. Coz most of the friends of mine has confirmed to take their exam there..T,T
But somehow, i totally don't recognize the direction to that place.
Actually i can follow my friends to get there.
But i'm concerning that the time left are not enough for me to revise when i've reached there.
Because there are a huge distance between my home and TarC, it may took me quite some times to get there...
Sigh.. sadly that exam can't allow to be occur in my own college due to the reason of too small, no exam hall, bla bla bla.... .. ..
The UCSI was a huge uni man...
Don't judged on the Uni's visual aspect, when you really did walked in there. You can witness the difference...
The examination hall was at the block C, the most inner buildings of the Uni..
And the hall was at the top floor somemore... lol
You have to imaging how far i have to walked for twice a day... T,T
Here are the photos taken at the last day.. Too bad, didnt get a chance to snap the examination hall. coz there are exam still taking place, i think it's the Acca exam...
And i forgotten to snap the interior part of the building either coz i was rushing to the gate due to my friends was waiting me to CC for gaming session.. hahaha...
so much of reason... . . =p


But at the end, didnt joined the boys for the gaming session.. Coz they started 1st when i was having phone called with my friend at outside. =( Not because of that, i dont want to joined them.. im not that kecil hati punya person... lol
Coz i'm worst in playing dota and somemore have to sit separately from them... sigh...
so i sat at the road side and waited for mom to fetch me home..


After my mom came, we went to the new house there to check out awhile instead of going home..
took some photos there...




Thats all for tonight...

At the exam hall,
I never thought
you are the one
who gonna sat beside me..
Im glab it's you
Im hoping to see you again
at someday and somewhere
where the time it's belong to us
=)

Finally.. . .. .

HI!! im back again..
has been missing in action more than a month.. lol
miss me??? guess not.... . .. =(
finally... my exam has end...
today was the last day for all the CAT and ACCA candidates sat for their exam
But my exam ended 5 day earlier, which is friday...
anyway... i would like to wishes all the best for all the CAT candidates included myself =)
hope the marker are kind enough to spares us when marking the our paper... =S
SIGH... after the exam, i became more busier than usual...
be.. cau.. se. . . im going to reallocate... REALLOCATE!!
need to pack up alotz alotz of god damn stuff..
ARgH.. Lord, help me, Lord.. . ..T,T
Doesnt felt like moving out at all. . .
i want to commit suicide so i would stay at this house forever... hahaha.. . ..
Nah.. . .. . im just joking. Gonna miss this house alotsss after we've move out.. T,T
Ohh noooooooooooooooo.... it's going to be 9pm edi..
time for PM moment..
PM stand for Pasar Malam.. lol

Got so much things wanna to blog about this lately.. hehe =p
gonna update my blog more often..
IF ONLY i got times.. lol
i'll try.. will try and see.. . .. .. . XD
See ya..

Happy Birthday!! May Yi

I would like to make a simple birthday shout out to my gay partner friend.
i've been my life with you through:

sad

happy

retarded

weirdo
Happy SweETssS 18, May YI
A msg for u:
You know you are getting old when the candles cost more than the cake..XD
May you live all the days of your life and grow old along with me!!
haha =p

sorry for the late posting about your birthday..
But better than non rite??
Hmm... nothing much happened this lately..
living as usual,
eating as usual,
sleeping as usual,
but.. but... . . one thing..
my mom sud mentioned "lets moved out end of this month"..
i was like what the F*** man
i was so pissed off tht time, got into argue with mom..
because i got EXAM at the early of DEC!!
i where got time to pack up all the stuff, and repack all the things at the new house, cleaning and alots alots of stuff to be done..
if i doesn't need to do all those packing and cleaning..
But still in tht time, i bet i ain't got mood to study and hard to suit myself at the new environment in the short period of time
at before my family planned to move out at Dec..
sud changed their mind, wanted to move out earlier..
and they never did asked our agreement..
it's like all they cared are all about themselves..
sigh.. sad case..
i was so mad.. like wanna murder someone in the house
luckily.. im still mentally retarded normal.. X/

when i was a kid,
i dreams of having mustaches growing around my mouth..
this is how i want my mustaches to grow like
do i look handsome or man??

stop staring at the previous photos..
or else u will be gun pointed on your head..XP

the usual me...

Oh SHIT..
gonna be 6am edi.. better off now~
That's all..
Good Night~*

Happy Deepavali =)

First of all,
i would like to wishes all the indians out there around the world,
a Very Happy Deepavali.. =)

Yesterday i was being invited to my friends house party, a BBQ party..
the party was organized by her sis, so she just invited few of her secondary classmate..
which is me, May Yi, Kuan Hang, and Wen Yao...
yea... i havent introduced who's the she or my friends i mentioned above..
She's Mei peng. She is my primary and secondary classmate..
But i only get to knew her during the secondary school life..
long story.. haha..
Lets continue with the BBQ party.. XD
But only MY and KH came to the party, only left with WY which he is coming at 12AM due to got things to do.. =,="
didnt get to met him yesterday coz i left earlier.. Hopes there will be another outing again..
But i left earlier at 11.30 with MY when her sis reached to fetch her back.
Because nobody gonna fetch me after the party ends due to my parents want to sleep earlier.. sigh.. sad case, was planing to go home at 2am..
Anyway, thanks for the ride, MY. (if you are reading this now) haha..
Overall, the party was nice.. ate alot of fish ball, pork ball, chicken ball and etc etc.. haha
but it would be more nicer if only there were more of the people we knew were invite..

tht's all for today..
off to study..

Walk alone in the rain

Today after class, the sky have been changed from a day light life fall into night city life..
As everyday after class, im sure i will take a bus to get home..
and walk a few miles after reaching another bus stop...
As u know, the raining cats and dogs approaches us during the evening time..

the rain are getting heavier

the dark clown came and covered all over the blue sky..
the sky fall into darkness and changes the city became dull and old..
the beautiful sunset we shall not enjoy;
and theres no colourful rainbow arise..
theres only rains everywhere you walked..
and the sound of every water dripping on the land..
you can even feel the water splashing when the cars passed by..
the rain fall and the water land on your skin and your belongings..
you can feel the wet all over the body..
the pollution of transportation are decreasing;
as everyone staying at home to avoid getting wet..
enjoying the tv shows or the comfortable bed we belong..
and have a very comfortable sleeping during the raining days...

Whenever i reached the another bus stop..
there will always be a fews stranger there to walked with me with different heading direction..
but somehow i walked all the way home alone this time..
This is my very first time so far happened to me..

I looked up to the sky when i was walking..
enjoying every drop of rain on my face
and i can even breath the flesh air around me

I walked like my leg was in a bad injured..
Because it's very slippery, so i have to be very careful to prevent failing down..XD
somehow I really did felt lonely walking all the way home..
was hoping there will be someone walking with me,
so i would not be feeling lonely all by myself..

nite everyone..
hopes everyone have a very comfy sleeping nite today..=)