Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Im still awake 6.30am


OMFG!! It 4.50am currently. Can't believe i'm still awake now and so motivate to blog. HA! =p
I should have gone fatigue since i awake in the morning of 10 to revised all the necessary topic before going for exam. It's kinda disappointed and depressed once after the exam is over rather than being relieve or what so ever, it's seems to applied on the friends around me as well. Kept complaining to each other about the time given wasn't enough to attempt all the 5 question. Sadly, if the result out wasn't at the rate of passing, we might as well do better next time and learn from mistakes that never ever try to revised all the 5mth course in a month. But then since cat, i never did what i said to myself, especially i started work after the introduction paper. Consequences of not revising consistently, will lead to overload of data and brain cell overdrive when trying Hto absorb "everything" in 2 week or a month. Especially, when you need to absorb 500pages for only 1 paper, excluding the notes copied, note give, revision note, etc would exceed up to 800++ or more. Definitely a disastrous, no differences with committing suicide except your still can sleep, eat  & play. But no choice, who the heck ask me chose to work full time while studying. Therefore, if you can't handle multiple task, you should have consider to let go, ie, work don't study either study don't work. Or else you must known yourself well and be very determine, balance your working and study. OR or your came from a wealthy family, no financial problem to worry, why would you bother to work?(as im reflecting to modern century)  

Don't be sensitive over the issue i brag about, i am actually pointing myself that i need to make a change in my life. Sigh, fundamental level wasn't easy to go through, what said the future professinal paper. jp ar jp ar... sigh =(

I got so many plan and activities to do for the week ahead me. First thing first, i want to go swimming, back to my workout track. Have a sudden thought of going diet, but wont forbid myself eat that eat this. haha.. Sad case, i have to back to work later in less than 8hr. Think of positive side, i will be having a week holiday off before welcoming the year of 2011. Hmm, thinking where to go.. lol
But according to all the previous year, mostly i would stay at home and online 24hr =,=
Eeee... hopefully history wont take place for this year. finger crossed*
Can't wait to laptop to get format, its hard to survive without own pc.
Anyway, it was dad birthday, 13/12 would like to wishes him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA, 
stay HEATHLY & STRONG as always 

Yawn~ Signing off here

 
我真是唔知我是一厢情愿 或者 两情相悦, 不敢再想了

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