Future thoughts

I have a sudden thought about my future plans. Hmm.. where should i begin with. I thought of giving myself a break from the working world by resigning from the job i has worked for 2 year on the coming year 2011. Wanted to take a break for a intake for my study as well to cover all the syllabus of the previous paper which has been taken. I use to read the question and get the diagram in short period of time but i am not now. I felt that i have been disimprove, and got worsen as well. Maybe due to work overload, but i shouldn't blame the caused of it. Maybe its because i'm getting lazy, lazier, laziest and lazzieasst. =S I kinda lost my passion of study and my time management suck max. Who the hell come back from work, still have the freaking mood to study and revised. Seriously, i didn't even bother to TOUCH it until come to a month before the final exam. Great, everything come with a price. i know i deserved it, sigh. 

About my sudden thought was, i have make up my mind that i will continue working while studying as well. But definitely gonna change my job, but yet nothing gonna change my love of teaching. Maybe teach on weekend??? Hmm.. the problem is, can i handle the workload? or either my time management for study. I'm worried it will make things worst for my study, that deep down inside me already knew my study gonna be completely neglect. Any suggestion??

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