Sunday, October 25, 2009

Stop crying your heart out

continue from the previous post...
During Friday, i planned to stay at hospital to accompany and take care of my mom. Since after the surgery, i knew it would be difficult for her to move around. But then she kept telling us she will be fine without us, asking us to go home and rest. Around 11pm, khang wei came to fetched us home. On the way home that time, Khang wei asked me to help him to do some of his work which is filling up part of detailed from the printed brochure to be send out in the morning. The brochure are like an advertised of eumora product, asking people to participate a function to hear a speech. So we headed to mcd instead going home. We went home around 3 after completing 500+ of brochures. It was my pleasure helping him, since he gonna be my future sis in law soon. Wishing they both, khang wei and my sis will be having great married life in future, with all my bless for them.

It was kinda sad, less than 24hrs my mom are forced to come back the next day after the surgery. At 1st the nurse told my mom that her immune system are very weak after the surgery, and she'll be infected by bacteria and diseases flow from others cancer patients. It was not nice when the others patient heard the conversation. Then the doctor said its because the hospital are not enough bed for the coming patient. Sigh..
Currently my mom staying at home. She have to carry 2 bottle filled with dirty blood connected to the body with her along everything she walk to a place from another place. She looked so distressing and sorrow with the burden of carrying the 2 bottle everywhere. Also like living life in torture and starvation by vomiting every single hrs..


Thats all for now, have to rest earlier. Tomorrow gonna accompany my mom to hospital in the morning and then have to work and classes. Anyway, a song i heard from a movie, "made of honnor" which is "stop crying your heart out" sang by Oasis. I've been watching this movie few times, everything i watch it gives me a different feels. Never gives up and regret for things you never try to do.


Hold up, hold up
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile
(May your smile)
Shine on
(Shine on)
Don't be scared
(Don't be scared)
Your destiny will keep you on

'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up
(Get up)
Come on
(Come up)
Why you scared?
(I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

We're all of the stars, we're fadin' away
Just try not to worry, you'll see us some day
And stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

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