Been
busy for last few month for exam preparation, revision class, work,
etc. After exam just work, work, work, then new semester start, means
activites recycle again, class and work and add-ons with household work.
No complaint because i do it voluntarily. I like it so much as im over
busy but not once that i find myself being busy. Maybe i've been got
used to it for the past 2 years, almost 3 years, time flies. At least i
don't have extra time for daydreaming or being such a loser spending my
whole day emo there. I spend 3times lesser than how i used to online
last time. Love to spend so much time chat with the "particular" person,
imaging that person having the same feel as i felt to him. But nah, i
don't think he kinda connected to me as how he talked to me. Maybe i am
the one think too much, maybe it was the last relationship how it
affected me that no such truth love will ever exist, if anyone talk to
me about truth love, i will take it as he is talking crap or watever
hell la. I will not judge his/her point of view neither comment nor
respond. Also, i felt that my friend having feel for the same guy as i
did, it was so obvious how she ask me about him. Its okay, i not readey
for any relationship. I am more appeal to same sex rather than the
opposite sex. And one more thing was about after i got my DNA result, i
am official mutation inheritance, kinda serious disease. Only prevention
can be done. Don't think any of my future soulmate able to accept the
truth about me. I am such a huge burden. And i am a happy person after
chat with him , i felt all my depress emotion released. But i think i
better dun bother him much, i better find a new method explore my
emotion to my bolster or looking at the mirror
Anyway,
I currently in a drunk mood. Just have few glass of wine at home. and
turn myself 90 degree, up side down to make myself drunk as i dun get drunk easily.
okay la post end here.
THE END, night.
AND happy 54th independant day in Malaysia.
AND happy 54th independant day in Malaysia.
